It took me a very long time to realize that I don't like traveling.
When someone takes a vacation or holiday, they go somewhere right? So that's what I did, because that's what everyone else does. Except, I would spend the time leading up to going away anxious about the trip, spend the whole time traveling anxious about the journey, then spend the whole time at my destination anxious about the trip home. For me, that is NOT relaxing.
So what do I find relaxing? Being at home, being in my garage, having the time to relax and enjoy the down time without anxiety. So that's what I'm doing and that's totally fine. Many don't understand this mentality and see it as a bad thing. Why should I force myself to do something just because that's what others enjoy? Who's life is this again? I spend my life doing stuff for other people, at work or otherwise, why should it be the same when the time is my own.
Anyway, rant over. It took me a long time to figure this out and be happy with the realization. You Do You. :xyxthumbs: