Do you ever have periods of life where it seems God even hates you?

thanks all..

So many replies, thanks for all the advice. Ive just been hanging to myself for a little while since a while now, hence my not so often posting here anymore :(

@P1et, Thanks, hehe no, I have a ferret Carrol and Shelby. Shelby is mine and she always seems to make me laugh. Except when I have to chase her around my room when she hijacks my carkeys! lol I think she does it on purpose. Trust me I know about smoking/drinking etc... I have never smoked anything in my life. Only drank 3 times in Europe, that was enough for my lifetime....

@Bence, hehe i know

@Lauren, Killr, Gary, Truls, Milky, Grimm, and Demonicus,

Thanks, hehe. Yeah I know life can have its moments, I guess the main reason for feeling down is that Ive had to stand up for my smaller siblings most if not all their life when I was in Ga with my alcolic stepmother and father. Then moving down to Fla seems to be no piece of cake, oh well I guess I can just trust in my best trait, persaverance. Ive gotten accepted to 2 good engineering schools, and trying to secure a job with a fellow member on these boards here for the summer.

So heres a big :cheers: to Ag. Thank You for the replies. Its really nice to see that Ive been able to reach so many people here with just a post, thank you all! :)
 
eventho I'm kinda new here, I've read many of your other posts. They are always upbeat, encouraging and supportive (a reflection of your character?). You've had some bad breaks, but it seems you've done pretty good personality-wise. You sound like a faithful, helping and caring person. Forget the friends who really weren't friends, your little sister has some growing up to do (people and attitudes change, give her time, she knows what you've done for her). I don't mean to preach, but Jesus and prayer have been known to work miracles. God wants to help, not hurt.
 
My friend, you didn't say but it appears that you have your health. Assuming this to be the case the world is your oyster.
 
@bennj, thanks:)

@Gear, lol ya, i guess I do have my health! :p Maybe not mental,but thats ok, theres specialists for that! lol!

Thanks everyone for the support. Im going to bed now, tommorows a new day.
 
Just remember to keep your head high, and keep a positive outlook no matter what happens. Life can deal you a ugly hand, you just have to learn how to play it.
On top of everything else my wife just got the results of her CT scan on her head and the results are questionable.She's been having horrific headaches.They found what looks like a mass. She has to go for a MRI on Monday. She has to wait three days before she can take the next step. Two weeks ago my mom just had surgery to remove a mass they found in her head. It tested negative for cancer. I've experienced so much pain, and stress in my 28yrs, I feel like the oldest 28yr old in the world.
 
Ryan,
I totally know how you feel. I saw one of my old bosses yesterday and he asked me if I was detailing cars till I found a REAL job. It hurt some. That some see this as just washing cars. Then I responded. I told him that this is my job and my business that I built. I told him that I was making more per hour and working less hours than I ever did selling or financing automobiles. It's all jealousy.

Let me tell you one thing, you are a good person. No one can take that from you or even judge you on it. It's what you feel. I was adopted 4 times and have buried every single family member except my brother. I constantly thought......."Why me?.....What am I doing to deserve this?" Then one day, I saw something. A picture of footprints in the sands. It was God saying that you were not alone and these were his footprints when he carried me in the bad times. WOW. It hit me. My life's experiences were so that I could help others through there's. To help carry them like the Lord did me and my brother. There will be trials and tribulations but these only build character and strength.

You'll be just fine. Relax. Take comfort in the friends and family that care about you. You sister is just being human. She will come around. Just call her. Don't be a stubborn ass.........show her the way she should be through your actions.
 
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