After a cold snap, spring has been slow to take off, so I got an unexpected day off today. NOT complaining about that, the past week has been rough.
Despite not having been washed for a while now, sitting at the dealer for 4 weeks undriven meant I didn't have much to do on the Wildtrak today.
Having enjoyed using Opti-Coat M-Wash last week, I went straight back to it for today.
For the drying aid, I grabbed Shine Supply Punch It for a change. I really like using this product, it's very easy and forgiving to play with. The colour and scent are a little overwhelming, but otherwise, this is a bit of a hidden gem. I'm also using these Creature Edgeless towels more and more for this role. For me, there is no need to be using a bigger and bulkier towel. I really tried to love the small FTW's, but in general I don't love edged or twist loop towels. The Creature's are easier to manage and smoother across the paint.
Again, the interior didn't need much, so I decided to put some attention towards the steering wheel. This being my Dad's car, as a smoker, the wheel is always pretty nasty. Even ColourLock Strong had its work cut out here. Afterwards, I hit it with some Giest Leather Conditioner and called it good, knowing full well that it will be back to shiny/sticky in no time. :doh
I found the Griot's Fine Leather scent to last quite well over the last week in my own Ranger, so it got the nod again today as well.
Tires dressed with Opti-Coat Tire Gel. This is a high gloss product, so be warned. You can knock it back a little, but it's natural state is a wetter/glossier appearance.
Back to spec...........
I also gave the engine bay a quick rinse down and applied some Motorplast during the wash stage. I leveled down the Motorplast with a towel after letting the engine run for 5 minutes to speed up the drying process.
I needed this. I'm struggling more than normal, mostly from dealing with Dad's illness in less-than-ideal ways. My support network is pretty thin, so I'm holding it in and then exploding...........as I always have. Dealing with stress has never been a strong suit of mine, and I typically take it out on others. I of course know that is not healthy for myself or those around me and there are no excuses for that. We all deal with things differently, some better than others, and I guess that's simply human nature.
Everyone has a natural, ingrained character trait that is often very difficult to change. Sometimes, that is good, sometimes that is bad. You can't change a naturally quiet, reserved person into an outgoing life of the party. My default mode is to regress, shut down and want to hide. This tends to rub people the wrong way. If you know someone like this, it's not you! That person probably needs to talk, probably needs someone to ask them how they are going, help them vent.
Something I have observed over a number of years dealing with depression is that despite there being a lot of "noise" about mental health in the media and from relevant "experts", no one really wants to talk about it. All the flow charts and special phone numbers to call in the world is simply just passing the buck, dusting hands of a problem that no one wants to have on their books. I'm not blaming anyone with this last paragraph, just an observation that this is STILL a taboo subject.